Singletons.life

Passed couple of weeks. I was soooo close to setting up my store on Etsy, sooo close!!!! To little Tommy knowledge, there is people out there scamming new comers on Etsy, when you first upload your product. They’ll claim your account has been suspended. Needed to confirm my bank details. Never respond to the messages you receive!!! Going through the process, they managed talk me through the process. Thinking, yeah no troubles…. Accepted first payment, sent back, internationally, payment, and nothing. Thankfully the bank I am committing my business with Tide, has managed to help me investigate this and help me get my money back. Still in the process. It takes up to 7 weeks to gain that back. I did have an absolute mind set that life paused till this has been resolved. Just come to realise, why??? I’m on it!!!

My Xbox controller also broke on me. For the price of them, I thought I’ll get a Xbox series x second hand for £150. Well guess what, that also hasn’t turned up. I’ve got to wait till the 9th till I can report that has not turned up. When you start having getting places. Get let down by other people. Now I’ve got them under semi control, I can now concentrate on what needs going ahead to progress further into this year’s goal. Still feel deflated by the situations but can’t let it stop you for sure!!!

All in all, I shut myself away from the internet. I’ve never been scammed before. Bit of a shock and didn’t know what to do. I carried on with my mini goals to try and push myself through it. I spent pointless money trying to get my head back to trusting the internet. I managed to escape for a couple of days away from everything. I did realise I do need a new wardrobe. 32s and large is starting to make me look like a crack head after starting this carnivour diet. Now on size 28. Starting the forth month of it. There is one day a month a do carbs. But still commit to eating meat only. Trying to bulk up to start using my large shirts and hoodies also.

Started till I collapse push up challenge, also managed to pick up a weighted vest for nothing. All I had to do was stitch up the strap! Success!!! Still not completed the till I collapse challenge. So far my best is 2 minutes. I also  purchase one of those accupuntuer mats. First time trying it last night. Fuck me!!!! The pain when you first lay on it, unbelievable, unexplainable. Grizz it out, put some mediation into your ears, and try and practice your breathing till the pain calms it self down. Trust me, it does calm down!! When I experienced the meditation with this Matt, my body felt light, relieved, waking up in the morning still feeling lifted. Definitely recommend this to help back pain and head space.

Thankfully it’s only a 2 week stunt of head cluster fuckery. Tipping into new experiences always helps to clear head space, just a matter of what works. Get hunting!!!